Chapter 29 of 32

The Lion in Winter? (3)

about 8 min

His mother found him before the court did, which he should have expected, because she had been finding things out before the court did her entire underestimated life.

She came into the small room where he had gone to be alone for ten minutes, shut the pardah behind her, and did not embrace him. She stood with her back to the door, a fierce sharp underestimated woman of two-and-thirty, and she did not waste either of their time on whether his face had a thing behind it. They had settled that two years ago, the night before he left for the hill. She had something better to do with the ten minutes.

“You promised me a letter every week,” she said. “In your own hand. So that I would know which of you was coming back down.” She let it sit. “The first ones did it. I could hear you in them. The last half-year they have read like returns filed for a minister. Grain, drill, weather, your respectful son. You stopped writing to me and started reporting to me, Nau Nihal, and you did it so smoothly I nearly missed it, which is exactly how I knew to start watching for it.”

‘And there is the bill for the one true thing I gave her,’ thought Angrez, with a complicated ache. ‘I handed her a door two years ago and she has been standing at it ever since, and the week I started easing it shut she felt the draught. I spent thirteen years training the entire world not to look at me, and I trained the one person I wanted to be seen by to look harder than any of them. Beautifully managed.’

“You are right,” he said. “I am sorry. I got careful, and you do not get a careful letter. You get a real one. It will not happen again.” And he meant it, which surprised him.

“Good. Now sit, and listen, because I did not come to be apologised to.” She came off the door. “I came to tell you what I have while there are ten minutes to tell it in, because the next time we are alone in a room may be a long way off.”


And then his mother, who could not read a balance-sheet and had never been let within a mile of a darbar, laid out, fast and low and in order, a better intelligence brief than anyone on his payroll had handed him in two years.

“The Wazir’s men have been at three of my women in the bazaar this week. Not about me. About you, and about your carts.” She watched him take it. “The caravans up to your hill. Somebody is counting them, and asking the carters in the sarais what they haul up cold and bring down empty. Second: Gulab Singh came down out of Jammu the day before the stroke was made public. The day before, Nau Nihal, while the rest of us still thought your grandfather had a chill. Word went to the hills faster than it came to the family. Third: they have moved Hira Singh’s bed. The pretty Dogra boy your grandfather pets sleeps in the next room to him now, close enough to be the first face the old man sees waking and the last voice he hears going to sleep. And fourth,” her voice dropped to almost nothing, “the zenana is choosing sides. The senior court ladies are calling on your father’s other wives more than they did, and have gone cooler to me than they were, and women do not do that over a chill either. The house is dividing, putt, room by room, around the one question nobody will say aloud: what happens when that bed is empty.”

Nau Nihal sat in the small room and felt the floor of the year shift under him, not from grief this time but from something steadier and more useful: the specific vertigo of a man handed four facts he did not have, every one of them load-bearing, by the last person in the kingdom anyone would think to watch.

‘She did in one week what my whole careful net has not done in two years,’ he thought, ‘because nobody guards his mouth in front of the women. The most invisible person in a palace is a clever wife the whole court has agreed to find ordinary. I have been squinting at this place from a hill four days off through a keyhole, and she has been living in the middle of it the entire time with the best ears in the building, bored out of her brilliant mind, waiting for me to be clever enough to ask.’

“You told me enough, two years ago, to know what was coming,” Chand Kaur said, and her eyes, which were his eyes, the real ones he could never keep quite dead enough, held him. “I have not asked you once since then what is truly up on that hill, and I am not going to start tonight, because I can see it is a thing you carry alone and I have decided to let you. But I am finished being protected from the small print. You do not have to tell me the secret. You have to tell me what to watch, and who, and you have to do it before they finish carving up this house while you grieve in a side room.” It came out of her flat and certain. “Stop managing me, putt, and use me. It is what I am for.”

‘Hai Rabba,’ thought Angrez, with a wild uprushing relief he had not felt since a saint on a hill told him to do the work he was sent to do. ‘She is not asking to be let in. She has worked out on her own that she does not need to be, and skipped clean past the part where I agonise over how far to trust her, and arrived, ahead of me, at the exact terms this works on. And she will be murdered for it, eight years from now, by this same court, and I know that, and I am going to take her up on it anyway, because she is right, and because the only thing telling her would buy is a braver target.’ He looked at the best ally in the kingdom, who had been in the next courtyard the whole time. ‘I do not deserve the women of this family. I never have.’

“All right,” he said. “Here is what to watch.”

And for the first time in thirteen years, in a small room with the door shut, Nau Nihal Singh stopped managing someone who loved him and briefed her instead: who the players were, which carts mattered and which were chaff, what a question about cold cargo meant and what it did not, and exactly what to listen for in the cooling rooms of a dividing house. He got the first thing wrong inside a minute.

“Among my father’s other wives,” he said, “the one to watch is the senior rani. She has the rank, and the court ladies call on her first.”

“They call on her first because it is manners. They stay longest with her old nurse.” Chand Kaur did not raise her voice to correct him. She never had. “You are reading the zenana like a darbar, putt, by who sits highest. Nobody in here has ever cared who sits highest. We care who holds the keys to the store-rooms and who is let in to oil a rani’s hair at night, and that is the nurse, and the nurse has a nephew in the Wazir’s stables. Watch the nurse.”

‘Thirteen years of reading rooms,’ thought Angrez, ‘and I can’t read this one.’

“The nurse,” he said. “I did not know there was a nurse.”

“No. You would not.” It was said without any unkindness at all. “That is why you will write to me every week, in your own hand, and ask me before you decide who matters. Now go on. The carts.”

He went on, and she corrected him twice more before the ten minutes were gone.

It was the first alliance of his second life he had not had to buy with a lie, and it was worth more than the hill.

Notes

1. Bibi Chand Kaur, daughter of Sardar Jaimal Singh Kanhaiya of Fatehgarh, married Kanwar Kharak Singh in February 1812 (Hari Ram Gupta, History of the Sikhs, Vol. 5); her birth in 1802 is from the standard references and not from a book in the library [VERIFY]. Her intelligence-gathering here is the novel’s invention, as Note 2 to part (6) says of the alliance; it is built on the fierceness the record shows in her after 1840. The senior rani and her nurse are invented with it.

2. Gulab Singh’s descent from Jammu the day before the news was public, and the moving of Hira Singh’s bed, are the novel’s inventions. What the library gives for 1834 is this: the old ruling family of Jasrota was driven out that year and the state given to Raja Hira Singh as a jagir; and Gulab Singh, “without informing Maharaja Ranjit Singh”, ordered his general Zorawar Singh to annex Ladakh to Jammu (Hari Ram Gupta, History of the Sikhs, Vol. 5). The family was not idle while the Lion lay still.

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